you say hello inside im screaming i love you (totally nthg t do w the You or whatever haha)
last night was just wow haha. now looking back at it, i wished that the conversation would have ended longer and maybe tmrw wouldnt be so awkward. (fangsy & mandy think that my short form v irritating and i cant use it =( v sad.) okay so im gng back t the subject smthg like the previous post agn haw haw.
so i think You still refuse t change and fuck it seems like we are the ones who are being irritating and annoying. okay go ahead and think that way cos i really really gave up on talking t You so nicely and all. i really dont understand why are you giving up all Our friendships so easily when time and time and agn we are trying t salvage and there you are letting it go. do You know how disappointed we are feeling, how sad we are feeling. and there is E, who is feeling all so awkward, have you spared a thought f her? seriously she will have t face you tmrw sitting next t you, imagine how is she gng t feel. all You think is your bloody gf. prove Me wrong if you deny it. im sick and tired of it alr. seeing how my friends are suffering, feeling all so shite and there You are saying that We are ditching you? that was the last straw. you know when i read that you say that we are ditching you not you ditching Us. i just felt like telling you that its your GIRLFRIEND that you are ditching US for. if you think im wrong, then tell me in what way are we ditching you? and yes thak you for telling me that you dont need my sympathy and everything. i felt so damn bloody shite when you said that. so much f the superficial name, Friends? do You even realise that we dont want things t go worst? but unfortunately you dont. you dont want t talk t Us then forget everything abt clearing up things. Good Riddance, enough of all this so called "friends".
i can tell you that i do want things back up. infact ive got so much t tell you, so much things t share w you. but theres so much of all this nonsense that i wanna put it right down this moment. im saying it right now, i give up. not until.. i dont know.