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Sunday, December 31, 2006

just so you know

(thanks bestest for the song, i really like it :D)

Tell you where you need to go
Tell you who you need to be
Tell you what you need to know
Tell you when you’ll need to leave

But everything inside you knows
Says more than what you’ve heard
So much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words

Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything you are
Give me one more chance to be near you

Cause everything inside looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I’ll take.

xoxo

1:13 AM

Friday, December 29, 2006

smack that

Will you be my valentine

If I’m a world away?

Merry fifth day of christmas :D

my com kinda crashed yesterday i couldn't surf any website except friendster? quite weird cos i kinda spent the night surfing friendster and being really patient to wait for the other sites to load. okay its been raining. and it gets me really lazy to go out of the house cos its soooo cold. seeeeriously cold i feeel like im in winter now quite stupid but yea =\ oh and i sat down today trying to think of my new years resolution but they're all so stupid. and i will never get it done sooooo yup. and im thinking of wearing socks to sleep. sounds cool aye? :D i really cant help it, the weathers fuuurrreeezzzinnng cold even with a 30 degrees temp on air con. okay well walking under the rain today aint as bad as other times :)

xoxo

12:37 AM

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

banana pancakes

kissy wissssy.

Happy boxing day!
It has been raining the entire day why why why :( my toes are freeeezing. i was freezing under my blanket the whole morning and the house next to mine just had to be doing some construction work and spoilt my beauty sleep. i think im gna come down with a flu sooon. sneeezy sneeezes. brrrrr.. soooo coooooldddd =\ the rain totally bums me out. and i havent bought books for next year yet neither have i done any single hmwrk. and schls next week nooooooooooooo

I feel like playing in the rain, anyone anyone? :D
(im still in a red and green mood =\)

xoxo

6:10 PM

Monday, December 25, 2006

tis the season to be jolly

SMELLY CHRISTMASSSSY HOMIES :D
(where are my 12 days of christmas presents? haha i kid :p
thank you Santa for giving such wunderestful friends.)
wheres my santa baby? :(

Okay im gonna make this fast cos i've to get to my aunty's house later! anyway Smelly christmas!! i guess i can say this year's christmas was quite memorable hehehe. jia and dennis came over for dinner then we played monopoly! :D and t'was very very fun when you see dennis getting bankrupt hehehe (sorry dennis pls dont kill me) and then he'll start borrowing money from the bank and jia set her own rules lol. then dennis had to leave and bob came! then we 3 sat down at the living room and had heart to heart talk and confession time. it was very good i must say :) then smart bob fell asleep then it was christmas! sooooo we started sending out msges and our phones hang/hung whatever.

then bob left to meet his other friends and brendon came. i felt like i had visitors every hour but haha okay. then we talked and we were talking about all my wasted stories and hahahah its really funnny. then brendon told us a joke. sorry i really dont get it i was half awake hee :D next time next time! hahaha then thomas and savin came. and then talk drink laugh hahaha. i cannot remember anymore. oh! I fell for a trick for the dont know how many times again. cos i had cramps and smarty pants thomas say that drinking would heal it. and i really believe then when i told brendon and savin they started laughing at me. soooo i presumed that i got tricked again! again!!!! >:( then i dont know why we played chopsticks and thomas cheated. he was suppose to put 42. okay i don't know what is that. but i know that my hair was very messy and my white clip kept getting missing. brendon was being very retarded by saying that he was a doctor and he'll cure the cramps or smthg like that. damn retarded hahah then i wanted to take a walk to the haha Garden so brendon helped me to the garden but i didnt wanna walk on the grass cos i was bare footed if i remembered correctly. so we made circles?! i dont know ha. then dilly dally here and there, then they left around 430am or was it 530am.

haha it was all good i must say! and i was happy this time haha. it is a very very very wunderful thing. thank you dearest jia, dennis, bob, brendon, thomas and savin for coming over :) i had a really great christmas eve and christmas day hahaha. thank you jia for taking care of me and the present. i love love you! :D thank you thomas for tricking me haha i kid rich boy! thank you brendon for taking care of me as well and being my pillow and doctor and walking to the haha garden with me lol! thank you savin for the drink coughs coughs. & of course thank you dennis for the present!

Have a wuuunderestful christmas day! :D

12:02 PM

Saturday, December 23, 2006

make the boys go crazy

I spent 20 big bucks on just One cab fare today >:(

First thing first
~~Merry eve of~~ Smelly christmas eve my sexy friends :D

today was awesome. met jia(hearts) this morning and went to toys r' us to get bob and derrick's christmas present. then over to meeet bob and john for lunch then we went to meet suria then trained to expo where bob and i did lots of stupid things as in srsly stuuuupid. so i guess city harvest aint so bad. sooo sang some christmas carols and then brendon and thomas came. and i really havent gone church for really long so blah blah aiyah long story.

then dennis cycled to meet us after the whole thing and timong came too! bob and john had to leave sooo left a few of us then we went to find foood dilly dally here and there. then all left soo jia, brendon, thomas and i trained to changi airport where we ended up eating bk at the viewing mall. ohhhh im really proud of myself. i only took some of bob's fries for lunch and 1 piece each of jia's dinner for the whole day and im still not hungry! then i cabbed home where i decided to be a very kind soul but noooo one wanted so its not that im not nice! :p hahah i kid

but anyway thanks bob for inviting me to your church today, thank you bob for carrying the stuffs for me and i think we can be movie stars alr lol, thank you dennis for cycling to meet us, thank you brendon and thomas for carrying our stuffs, thank you brendon for carrying my baggg and of course thank you all of you for being such a wuuunderful company! :D

11:54 PM

Friday, December 22, 2006

lovestrucked

Afternoooon starshines. i'm back from thailand :) and i've learnt five memorable things at this trip so far. i understand the real meaning of the word 'miss'. my second ear hole is infected and now its pretty sick sooo i've to close it, no choice :( I LOST 1KG(!!!!) omg i'm super happy. i found out that the model promoting for brand morgan is soooo effing hot(picture above) and and trannys are hoooot shit yo. shopping was awfully awesome cos there were sales everywhere. shoppings are sooo good. i always feeeel so happy after that. speaking of that i neeeda shop again(JIAAAAA!:D)

christmas is in like 1 day. soooo Smelly christmas in advance! MY INTERNET'S BEING A BITCH LAH, IT DOESNT STOP SIGNING ME OFF AND ONLINE >:( jia's suppose to be over right now but because shes too lazy soooo looks like i'll just meet her tmr. and thank you for the portable dvd player! :D I LOVE YOU JIA, MY LOVE. my parents are gna give you something big as well hahaha. i still haven't got enough christmas presents for people yet and i havent got christmas cards to send out yet and i've a whole list of address! zomg i dont know what to doooo. i've a pile of holiday assignments to finish which i have not even started on a single one. plus the commonwealth essay!!! anyone pls? def not free work promise :D im turning sweet16 in like about 2/3 weeks time. im soooo excited but i havent really plan my party out and i still have to do the invitations and all. soooo many things, sooooooooooooooooo little time :(

i shall go have my bitch talk with jia now. ttfn!

4:35 PM

Friday, December 15, 2006

pictures, stars and dreams

jia<3
bob
the 3 stuuuupid but sneaky boys who ganged up against me :(
-i was locked up in there btw and i you can't breathe at all cos you only suck in the cold air everytime you breathe. and btw i think that is worth 5billion bucks, thank you

Hello everyone i'm back from a very funny, awesome, body-aching, sudden blue blacks chalet :) hahaha but seriously it was really fun. got to the chalet and jia and i waited for bob, jiajian and nerissa to come then we decided to play mahjong. hahaha hilarious the way you see bob play. then finally bbqed when the rain was lighter. it was sooo retarded at first cos we had to hold an umbrella and set up the fire thing haha and then dennis/derrick came he is seriously full of rubbish omg. so we bbqed then around 7 plus? yea then brendon came and bob and derrick as usual gave him a nickname called brad pitt. i can't really remember why but they just gave him that nick name.

then we played xbox and for once i won derrick in nfs. and won in dead or alive as well, am i good or good? (derrick shut up ah hahaha) then we decided to play heart attack. derrick's very own heart attack game where 3 stuuuuupid boys(DERRICK, BRAD AND SURIA) decided to gang up against me and stole all the cards and left me screaming and wacking derrick. then gabriel and like 4 others came then blah blah blah. ended up we went to play poool?! hahaha but i think i was really tired sooo bob and i went to walk at the beach. and thanks bob for piggybacking me across the muddy grasses and you ended up stepping on, ew frogs. thank you so much bob anyway! :D then we talked about some stuffs and shooting stars(i still havent seen one) then went back to the room. then played indian poker and more mahjong hahaha! then i don't know how we ended up going to the beach and i was like exploring the beach using some light thing. everyone kept laughing lah, i still dont get it! then we walked to freaky red house. dilly dally then on the way back I encountered something so freaky. and everyone said they didn't hear it and then i got so damn scared i started crying. then in the room we played more mahjong and cards while the rest slept.

after soooo much whinings from jia, derrick, bob, brad, phuay hao whom derrick calls thomas i dont know why!, jiajian, john and i went to macs for breakfast and ended up listening to derrick's nonsense again. making soo much noise and thanks for playing that slapping game with me. i think i broke a vein =\ i'm seeeeerious! then we sent brad to the bus stop and derrick and bob were being sooo retarded! hahaha then back to the chalet. and i fell asleeeeeeep on the. floor. omg and i still slept so soundly and i dreamt or rather heard something so scary. and ditto we all slept for about 2 hours except thomas! he didn't sleep the whole entire night. then gabriel, jeevan and the band had to leave for their uh gig. then we were all planning to go escape but because of me! I'm sorry. then we just fell asleeep again. then cab home and my head was spinning like mad i think i almost wanted to puke in the cab. and i really neeed my bed now my body's aching worst than my granny's aches. how am i going to survive bangkok and chiang mai!! but thank you all for coming for the chalet. you guys really made the chalet a blast! :D (more pictures at jia's blog)

7:04 PM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

get down hit the floor

digital love.
Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
the kind of feeling I've waited so long

xoxo

Why hello. JIA'S BACK JIA'S BACK!!!! yay i miss you sooooo much sexyback :D
And i just talked to her on the phone. thank you for that paul frank(hearts) pouch, me love you so muchiiezx lovely. i will get you something pretty from bangkok too. Can't wait to see you tmr morning at my house and 2 days at chalet<3

touch it bring it babe watch it turn it leave it stop format it ;D
Touch it by Busta rhymes

4:52 PM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

she broke my heart so i broke his jaw

hahaha there you go, the tmk :)

Yesterday was meet your old friends day. cos i finally met maple after so long and i didnt pangseh her this time. i overslept till like 1130 and then still sat at the couch watching tv till 12 and rushed down to ps to meet maple and she was with elton, elroy and i don't know who. so then both of us trained down to orchard and so many people kept asking us to donate money to them. no wait its only 2 but still i think its alot lah wth it was soooo annoying. so we walked to fareast and got my fred perry bag after much decision. so yes haha thank you lah maplekissyourass, i will lubchszxz euu 4eva :)

then timhan that chic with a dick came to meet us to pass me the zouk tickets to pass to this girl. then after the passing here and collecting money there. we decided to shop around. that idiot is sure a joker, hes like seriously fos. so we walked from fareast to wisma to like paragon then to heeren then to cine with that gayass joker making maple and i go crazy. then wee started initial-talking damn bloody retarded. then the 3 of us started to act really stupid and gay and named ourselves yakitori chics! so then we were at heeren's n.u.m and we saw a shirt that says "men suck" and both of us liked it but we were both broke already. soooo tim was like "i dare you to go to the (sales)men and ask 'is this true? well when i see you i dont think it is" and he said he'll give us 10bucks and the shirt for that dare. so tempting right? but sooo as usual we were bargaining with him for like 20bucks and the shirt or either that the 2 shirts. but he being such an ass don't wanna be nice. so we irritated him sooo much till he squatted down out of nowhere and went like "eh please lah stop lah please please". damn our girls skill is good i must say!

after walking over to cine. we bumped into some of tim's friend and then elton, elroy, wong jieh and i don't know who came. then i had to go but thanks k.m.t for yesterday. it was awfully awesome :) was suppose to go out with timong today, but that stupid ass didn't call me. (hello timothy ong we've not gone out since foreverrrrrr) meet my new friend alexsopretty. he's sooo retarded i tell you! but he's really funnny lah. & i just broke my new record today. i was 45mins late for tuition cos i woke up at 11 when tuition's suppose to be at 11. then shared cab home with kheng and watched sappy drama serials, so touching it makes me wanna cry ): anyway i guess i won't be blogging till the 21st soooo bye!

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
our dreams, and they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving

Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

xoxo

6:53 PM

Sunday, December 10, 2006

angels fuck devil kiss

music will you still love me tomorrow - plain white t's

I have decided to revive my blog. first of all. i'm sorry maple for not being able to go out with you tmr, i will buy you elephant super glue and i'll mend back your heart for you okay? I promise i will make it up to you. secondly, i'm sorry nick i can't make it for your gig tmr. owe you one! thirdly. i am sorry gabriel i cannot make it for your gig on monday either. I have made a very fair decision and i hope i'm making a right and wise choice. please don't kill me. forthly jia have a safe trip tmr alrights? I'll miss you so much. have fun in bali and don't get a tan without me. Me will miss you like crazeee, infinite hearts love of my life

I had a really weird but funny dream last night. and the guy (don't remember face/name) told me this:"We'll fall in love with each other in 2 years time, i'm sure" hahaha wtf i can't stop thinking about that sentence cos it doesn't remind me of anyone and its just damn funny lah. anyway next week's like so damn sex i really can't wait. chalet from 14-16 i can't wait to play mahjong with bob, indian poker (:D), bbqing and all hahaha. i can't wait for my yummy bbqed mashmellow(yum yum) and obviously the companion which is going to get the stay so sex and hype up. And then off to bangkok and chiang mai on the 16th. I am soooooo excited :D

Tonight with words unspoken
You say that I'm the only one
But will my heart be broken
When the night meets the morning sun?

I'd like to know that your love
Is love I can be sure of
So tell me now, and I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?

xoxo

1:39 AM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

sunrise

music teenagers - mcr

Yes very good miss kimberley ain't going for Flow! tonight eventho i'm so tempted to join my favourite bitch. anyway last night was soooo damn drama i can't stop thinking about it. cuz it makes me laugh so much. i actually went all out for you, am i in the right state of mind omg. but thank you johnchua and bestfriend for coming all the way down to accompany me, lending me a shoulder to cry on, making sure i get to bed, and every little thing you guys have done for me. thank you johnchua my dearest brother who still cares so much for me and being there when i was down. thank you morgan, nerissa and jia. for actually talking to me all the way till 5 plus am. and even wanting to cab down to accompany me, for being there for me when i was down, making sure that i'm gonna be fine, the slightest thing to cheer me up. I'm so thankful for you 5 of my dearest friends. and morgan thank you for telling me that bottle thing. i'm going to try it but i need to find a sea lol. bestfriend, johnchua, jia, morgan and nerissa. I love you all so much :)

7:22 PM

Monday, December 04, 2006

patron saint of liars and fakes

music fergalious - fergie

jiajiapooo (really good shopping today, thumbs up)
jiajiapoo and morganss.
finally sold my old digi cam for fucking 60bucks only but damn i got more money to shop
suntec & penin
56bucks in topshop
20bucks on my shoes cuz the shoes i was wearing were hurting so bad
(i'm going to get that necklace at f21, anyone?)
mos and morgansss joined us thereafter
far east & borders
thank you for the hurtful words like overly protective

t to the a to the s t e y girl you tasty,
d to the e to the l i c i o u s, to the d to the e to the,
to the, to the, hit it Fergie

10:17 PM

Saturday, December 02, 2006

holly hox, forget me nots

music where you are - rascal flatts

HAPPY SWEET 18TH LIWEN! :D thank you for being such a wonderful cousin. will never forget the times we hang out, the sleepovers, overseas trips esp the korea one!, the sneak out of hotel room at hk, parties, everything since i was born lol. hope you enjoyed the bbq yesterday and of course the lunch today with adorably cute ju kai baby. anyway you're like almost legal to do everything now. so its time for you to be helping me sneak ;D haha i love you!

yesterday i did a most fufilling thing in my life yesterday. reason why, i actually walked to peninsular from my house! Can you believe it? this pig here who does nothing but take cabs all the time to taka, actually took a walk to penin. i myself can't even believe it. well i wasn't out of mind or anything, i just thought that taking a long (25-30mins, counted long? haha) walk will actually sort out my feelings and thoughts. apparently, even before i have reached river valley i got so tired of walking already cos of the stupid hills. gravity, yes. and i was on the phone with bestfriend and all. and it started drizzling. but yet i still continue walking, yes claps claps please. and apparently i got lost walking. but i manage to find the place. i was actually thinking if walking to peninsular hotel for shortcut was right, but nooooo haha. ain't it so memorable? I walk somewhere far. it feeels so good after walking, its like you've burn out all the fats in your body. but i became so emo the whole day like wtf ew

okay so met gabriel, shengyi and brendon and omg i swear i think i walk to much and became really stupid. but i was reallly tired from the long walk, and getting lost. sorry poor directionist :) haha soooo they got their stuffs. bummed around and decided to go vivo! and phuay hao joined us? yea. (jiaaajiaapoo remember we're suppose to go for the grand opening together! And we happily forgot all about it. how can :( im so sad) soooo shop shop around. the next time i'm going out, i swear i'll do productive shopping. sucks going home with nothing and when they're so many things you wanna get but not chings chings. money pls drop from the sky for me. then i left to meet bestfriend at taka. got the stuffs for my aunty then had a big hard time at guess finding my bag. and finally omg i chose the one i wanted. i was so desperate for a fashion adviser (meano-organ!!!! where were you when i needed you to help!!) sooo i asked this lady randomly. it was sooo embarrasing but nvm. then got my topshop top tho i have the same but they're so different colours :D

mrt home, then off to kheng's house for my cousin's surprise party. and kheng got really annoyed taking pictures for bestfriend and i and sooo we were so nice and ask him to take for us! but he was so annoyed hahaha it was really funny. but thanks kheng!! haha. anyway the party was really good. food was good. atmosphere was really good too. and obviously, the accompany were great. dad came to pick me up so liwen and kheng were outside the condo waiting with me. and it was really funny getting kheng to come for the lunch today. but noooo he had to fall sick today for his brilliant dry ice thing? Hahaha.

was on the phone with favourite bitch no.1 again haha. i've been on the phone with her everynight till like 3am plus. so you know why i'm always late and sleepy now hahaha. no not your fault bitch haha! (congrats to jeanne for being the prom queen!) heard everyone was damn glamourous that night wow. she actually found her model plus hot couple already hahah wth its damn funny. anyway so mfb and i were actually just gossiping, and actually talking about things which were so good. we couldn't stop talking about ccs hahaha and we actually tried out something but it was damn hilarious and didnt really work except for ccs's. but anyway thanks mfb for the past few nights, you're teh sex :)

anyway sorry gabriel and marisse for not being able to make it for both your confirmation today. but congrats now that you've got a middle name, you're cooler but im the coolest haha i kid :D oh and congrats to xavier too!

and then i go and spoil it all and say something stupid like i love you.
that song is soooo cute haha

xoxo

3:41 PM