bestest's asked if wanted to go for booze with hweeli tonight but nah i'm not really keen on tonight. haha cuz someone missed out on friday, well who didn't want to answer my call hah. i'm quite drained out from everything, doesn't look like but its a fact. like i was telling ju about how it seems like happy and taking things in your stride, but it doesn't seem so. anyway i think i'm going to play sims2 after this because i seriously need to play a computer game. i've been reading kiss the dust today, and i quite understand the story though i think i need to read again. need to study my accounts, cuz i have no shit idea what is source document and how to do it. next 3 weeks of tests again, then hweeli's which i really can't wait, and then the long awaited chalet. so i'm going to study so hard for this common tests, especially my stupid chem/bio. my mum's going to fucking paris, geneva, okay going around europe damn it on the last week of term3 schl. please tell me why can't she go during my hols and just pack me in the luggage. why why why, when she told me i was like shit you're going to go to so many places! ugh.. i'd really love to go paris, mummy :) okay but what the heck, i'll prolly just spend the 29th night with hweeli, bestest(you better come!), oh can't wait, its gonna be cool yo. and i went really emo on bestest just now, some really random stuff. but seriously i'll cry my eyeballs out if i do. okay go figure.
hopeless love please leave me. this broken heart is far too weak to run for you this long. why don't you care at all? i'm dying for a place in your heart.