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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

i lace my Chucks, i walk the aisle

i feel so damn fucking shag. like last night was the most fucked up night ever in my whole entire 15years. i don't really want to remember nor keep it in me at all. its just something that its not worth knowing or remembering maybe except the part where ___. but anyways those m, were really mothafuckers i swear. it pissed me off so bad. i regret yesterday so damn much. gawd, fuck yesterday. my block's like fucking drama, first night was like 2 drama shit, then the second was like 1305. c is like some shit cursed letter or something. just that my phone was a damn big hit to me. can't get over it. mothafucker, you're gonna get into shits one day i swear. if i didnt get __, i would prolly called the police over. don't you fucking think that you're gna get away i fucking swear to you that your dick will rot and you'll not be able to have Sex next time and your wife will fucking cheat on you and you're gonna be a beggar begging on the street. seriously, Fuck you. if it wasn't for the v, i'd make sure you get to the police.

anyhows thank you sijia(<3) for everything. from the fun we had to you thank care of me. i'm really sorry for the screwed up night. you're a wonderfulwonderful friend, that is really worth keeping. thank you so much. thank you jasmine for taking care of me and walking with me and everything. thank you so damn much for going the extra mile! THANK YOU! thank you mandy, eunice, fangs, janice (sorry i can't really remember who else) for taking care of me and everything. i'm sorry for being so vulgar the whole night, was just really pissed. i wished it all didn't happen. SEETOH, I'VE HEARD WHAT YOU DID FOR ME. THANK YOU MUCH. I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I HAVE TO THANK YOU BUT REALLY THANK YOU SEETOH FOR DOING THE SEARCH FOR ME. I'M REALLY SORRY FOR LIKE ENDING UP LIKE THIS, BUT THANK YOU SO DAMN MUCH SEETOH. thanks janice for the countless water and lemon/lime drink you got for me and i know i kept hugging you! haha but thanks so much janice ng:) oh & thank you new neighbours/friends whatever (tho i know you guys will never come across this but whatever) for telling me everything that happened, for letting me just hog the room and all, for lending me your phones to call my phone, the herbal tea, ice, tissue paper, kinda cheering me up, OH AND THE SHIRT THANK YOU SO MUCH, uh sorry X for uh kicking you?! i don't know!!!! i've no idea. thank you for talking to me and everything and the super icy cold water which really stinked! you guys were great neighbours, from helping to return the bikes, being so friendly, i don't know so many thigns luh (THANKS!!). oh to johnchua and tim han (okay they'll never read this but whatever), thank you for talking to me over the phone and just like consoling me and helping me. thank you so damn damn damn much! THANK YOU EVERYONE. i know a thank you doesn't really mean alot, but yeah i'm really sorrry for the cause of everything, and thank you for just taking care of me and all. AND thanks for lettting me just hug you guys and all. tho i know that its so hard taking care of me cuz i was so pissed that my phone got stolen (LIKE 2 JUST IN 2 MONTHS. FUCKING CURSED I SWEAR) thats why i just vented my anger like so bad. you know i can't really remember anything so yea.

i think i'll be leaving this blog stagnant for a bit.
guess i'll be back when things get better and just can't get over the fact that xxx and xxx, drama shit. omg!!!!!!!!!!!!! biaattccchhhhhhhhhhhhhh

erase this fucken memory

8:02 PM