Monday, February 26, 2007
shake shake just shake shake
I saw you with your new girl just yesterday and I feel that I must confess. Even though it kills me to have to say, I'll admit that I was impressed. I guess I'd call it show of affection, gotta commend you on your selection. Though I know I shouldn't be concerned, in the back of my mind I can't help but question.
I can't explain this feeling, I think about it everyday. And even though we've moved on, it gets so hard to walk away. I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me. Walk away, I can't forget how we used to be.
I guess I have to live my life from day to day, hoping maybe you'll come back. I know I tell myself not to be afraid to move on, but it seems I can't. Though my new man is giving me attention, but it ain't the same as your affection. I know that I should be content, in the back of my mind I can't help but question.
Does he kiss me on my forehead before we lay, show up on my doorstep with a bouquet? Does he feel me in the middle of the day, just to say baby I love you like you used to.
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me. The things we did, the way we share our fantasies, just you and me, my friend, my love, my family. How did we lose the love that was meant to be? Sometimes I kiss her, wish that it was you that I'm kissing, sometimes I miss him, wish that it was you that I'm missing, sometimes I hug her, wish that it was you that I'm hugging. And I realize how much I'm bugging, I miss you
So how do I express this feeling, cause nobody compares to you. And you know that she'll never love you like I do.
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
(This song's sooo fucking sweet. thanks my favourite bitch♥)
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Cts are finally over! But like what mrs w said, its just the beginning so go home and practice more ten years series. During break ping and i started our singing thing again, we couldn't stop singing ms new booooty and my boo. It was hilarious, but nerissa got so pissed cos she was trying to study. I'm sooo gonna flunk my bio so bad, well i've never actually pass so wth. If i pass my bio, i'll treat everyone i know to eat xlbs. Cos it'll be the second miracle, just like accounts.
Jkoh's house after sch with lauren, demelza, serene, angeline and eunice and jng came later to supposedly plan the party but as usual, we ended up playing, screaming, and gossiping. Whats new? Hahaha. Played toma and jng and serene danced for us (like five seconds haha) omg, jng jerk so hot pls. (You're only gonna hear that once or jng's head is gonna grow so damn bloody big) and i think i better stop growing fatter or you're gonna see a blob of fats dancing instead, eeeeew thats sick. I'm getting super excited for marchparty now. "I never" sounds like its gonna be reallly fun, and i promise there won't be any drama shows by me really really. So don't be mean and bet that i'll get wasted now, save all ya money k hahaha. So far the planning has be reallly good so ya'll invited bettter come i tell you! Wooohoo partttttteeehhhhh :)
8:30 PM
I saw you with your new girl just yesterday and I feel that I must confess. Even though it kills me to have to say, I'll admit that I was impressed. I guess I'd call it show of affection, gotta commend you on your selection. Though I know I shouldn't be concerned, in the back of my mind I can't help but question.