Suntanned with jkoh, lauren and janng in the morning. I'm sooo burnt now, everywhere. I don't really know whether to call the party screwed or what but i just want everyone who thinks that i got wasted on purpose right, that i didn't. Cos firstly, i wasn't that wasted and secondly i'm not that stupid to get wasted just for that reason. So some of us just danced around, as usual danced with nerissa and serene can pump and janng can jerk, both fucking hot sial. Most of the time i was just walking opp jkoh's house and back and forth. And i think i kinda expected how i was last night. Everyone just sat around at the poolside, then all left to jkoh's house. Bob and i just sat down and had our heart to heart talks till about threeam. t'was awesome, really. Thank you for the whole night anyw. Sorry if i brokedown really really bad. Anyw then went to jkoh's house talk and play arond abit here and there. Then the girls left to macs and i fell asleep for thirtymins there while they ate and then jkoh, janng and i cabbed back to her house. And we slept only at sixam plus, i couldn't stop replaying everything that happened during the party in my mind. And i slept with a really scary but weirdass dream :O

Thank you all last night for the hugs and all. The walks, and taking care of me. Yea i was the best last night, i cried like i never cried before. Ahhhh emo night la. I'm sorry if i was like shouting and all cos you know like i said i didn't want any of us to get into any trouble. Thank you for lending me all ya shoulderrrrs. one love

I don't really know if i did the right thing yesterday by just telling you all those stuffs. Initially i really really didn't wanna say anything out at all but i think after yesterday i had to. but thanks for the hug anyw, i feel a little much better :)

xoxo